07.18.2023 – The Storm We are supposed to get hit by “Tropical Storm Calvin” tonight and tomorrow. Tonight I will liken my recovery to a storm. We all have been through some kind of storm in our lives and sometimes in our minds. Just like a tropical storm that gains strength, my struggle began innocently enough, but it gradually escalated into a destructive force in my life. I remember the turbulence and chaos that my disease brought into my existence. It uprooted relationships, almost damaged my career, and left me feeling lost and overwhelmed. I hit a breaking point, right after Father’s Day weekend 2021, where I realized that I could no longer continue down this path of self-destruction. I could lose everything! It was time for a change. In the midst of the storm, I found my own "eye" of peace and clarity, waiting for Instacart to deliver the goods. It was in this moment of realization that I decided to seek help and embark on the journey of recovery. I went to Northpoint Edmunds, then IOP, and I surrounded myself with a support system of friends, family, and support groups, and slowly but surely, I began to rebuild my life. Recovery is a challenging and never-ending process. It demands patience, determination, and a willingness to face the obstacles that present themselves along the path. I have stumbled, but I learned from those experiences, developing coping mechanisms to prevent future relapse and keep me moving forward. Throughout this arduous journey, I discovered a well of resilience and strength within me that I didn't know existed. Overcoming an addiction to alcohol was one of the toughest mental battles I've ever fought, but it also made me realize the power I had within to heal and grow. As I started to heal and rebuild my life, I felt a profound sense of gratitude for the support and love I received from others. Just like communities coming together after a hurricane, my loved ones rallied around me, showing me that I wasn't alone on this path. Now, in the aftermath of the storm, I embrace life anew. I've learned to appreciate every moment and cherish the gift of sobriety. My journey of recovery has taught me the importance of self-compassion, and I use my experience to help others who are struggling with addiction. Just as communities strengthen their infrastructure and preparedness after hurricanes, I have taken steps to fortify myself against potential relapses. Our recovery community is a pillar in my inner fortress. I am continuously learning and growing, making sure I stay on the path of recovery. My journey through the storm of alcohol addiction has been transformative. It has reshaped me, given me a new sense of purpose, and allowed me to see the world through different eyes. I can’t say enough about the power of recovery and the resilience of the human spirit the program has given me.